wa..i not enough sleep today sia...yesterday sleep too much today not enough sleep...yesterday i sleep at 5am lei..den today 10am jus wake up le..yesterday was talking to my best fren..we ok le..hehe...den today is family day...mum wan us to go out eat breakfast together but in the end is eat lunch...lol..cos all wake up at 10 den bath n prepare 11 plus le..reach tampines mall..12 like tat le...today go tampines mall..cos my sis wan to buy hp..she bought k800i sony ericsson de...gd sia..3.2 mega pixel lei..lol..better den mine lor...jealouse sia..hehe...i actually wan to change my phone to N73 de..but don wan la..don have the software i wan de..some more my plan still haven over...next time den see how la...den buying jiu go walk walk den tampines mall there gt exhibition abt army de..so we go walk walk n see see lor...later show u all some pic..hehe...quite fun la...can see all army de thing...den also can play wif the computer tat police use for ppl to match out the theif de face de...i like tat say u all understand ma...cos i donno wat i say also..hehe...nvm...suan le...lol...den after tat go shopping a while jiu go seng siong buy thing...bought a lot la...aiya...actually wan to take pic of how many basket we took n how full izzit..i forget le..lol....den after tat jiu go home le...reach home already 5.30pm like tat..i use a while de com den jus take a nap until 7.45pm like tat...den go bath jiu go out eat dinner wif family...eat outside out house only la..cos gt open new stall ma..so go try...my sis n i go b4 le...now bring my parents to go try...x sia...$69.70 lei..1 fish very x le...siao de..lol...we order too much le...can't finish sia..left a bit..ok la..not bad la...

anyway me n my best fren ok le...yesterday we talking in msn until 5am like tat lei...still not ok den die le la..hehe...yesterday hai me cry so much den today whole day my eye so pain n tired...den swollen some more lor...but over le la...don say le la...ok jiu hao le...hoh??best fren??hehe....BEST FREN FOREVER!!!!!


ok...this week..starting from tml...my day is book by.....tues-best fren, thurs-lau gong, sun-dear aka lau gong.hehe...oh..ya..forget to add on....vinsion own me a meal ar..i remember ar....hehe..

here r some pic...



where is me???the photographer la..hehe...my family member....jus park car...wan to go up...hehe!!!!












b4 we go out..we 3 r standing front of the mirror...gal ar...haiz...hehe....wat a blur look of mummy...hehe!!!!












wa.....heavy sia...lol...













my bf is a policeman...hehe...handsome hoh...hehe....but TOO WHITE le....lol..lol...









i found a died person at the exhibition...lol...gt knife wif blood some more lei..this person is kill by the knife de....can see???i am the police...part time de...lol lol...












wat a greedy sis i have...take so many cup noodles...u can finish ma..lol...how long u wan to eat...lol...













took wif my sis using my sis de new phone while waiting for our food...hehe....my sis say i look so pale...like sick like tat...hehe...










this is wat we eat for out dinner...hehe....a long sia...hehe...my sis is sad tat she is not inside...this time round she is the photographer...hehe....












we ate some part of this fish...after eating my dad tell us ate this fish..i was like...wat the.....is big lor...super lei...lol..scary sia...






wa...today a lot of pic sia...is a fun day..also a tired day...hehe....ok la..i stop here le...continue tml....hehe...gd nite...take care every one...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

best fren>>>hey...best fren..i really did sms u ask u lei...i even ask u if mq go u wan to go ma..u say u don feel like going lei...if i bo xin den js ask le den i wont ask u again le...wat is "best ki lan"... no need to say until like this ba...mq..be4 she sms u she gt sms me ask me whether can tell u tat we go out together ma lei..i tell her can lei..tell u lor...u noe ma??u donno..i still gt ask her wat u reply??gt reply ma??gt angry ma??u noe ma??i don think so...but when i ask her she haven reply u la...n b4 we go out i already tell mq y u not going out wif us today le..n is the first place not i don wan to reply u...but the message u send me how u wan me to reply???u keep saying tat some one say u showing att den don wan to go out...i say so many thing le...wan to console u...but u still like tat say so i don reply u...not i don wan to reply..is i donno wat to reply...yesterday i say u throw temper is cos u ask us to plan..cos u say we very late den online...den say wat mq sleep le...u noe y i wan to ask u tml meet wat time all tat???cos when i reach home n online my sis is takling to mq...tat y i tell u all tat mq today wan to come my house to her thing..but don wan u all to come..cos all come den see her do work like very weird....don u find it funny y i noe all this when i jus reach home only meh??

i treat u all as best fren but wat i get??'best ki lan' <

i think ur mind now is all mq...is too much le...ur fren also not say not only me..they say after u have mq u have change a lot le...i don wish our group to be smaller n smaller lei....i think after i noe u all...more n more problem come....rite??i think i am the spoilter ba....

haiz..donno wat to say la...jus sad....hope i nv say anything wrong ba....n hope all this problem will gone...n we r still best fren...tat is wat i hope....this few days a lot of fren problem ar..haiz....I NEED HELP!!!!!

2.14am le...n i haven sleep..tml still have to wake up early..cos my mum wan us to go eat breakfast together...but i can't sleep..haiz...wat a sad day for me...haiz....


[thinking of him]
-yayi-

wa..today i 3pm den wake up sia..lol..yesterday i sleep at 1am plus..very tired sia..donno y...if nv go out i can sleep whole day le sia...actually is don wan to go out le..but in the end still have...den actually is meet 2pm at tampines de..but in the end we meet 4pm cos i wake up late...den my sis fren mei qi come my house...so i ask them wan to go out together ma..cos they also noe my best fren de ma...den they say ok lor...den wait for them to preapre ok...we 4 den leave house...sry ar..to let u all wait so long..den when we reach tampines we jiu go courts cos my sis wan to buy thumbdrive ma...den after tat we jiu go singtel cos mei qi wan to apply boardband..den they q so long sia..wait for 1 hours like tat lei...den when is out turn the person say mei qi under age cannot apply..den parents to be around...idiot lei..hai we all wait so long..the information counted also nv tell us first de...nvm..den after tat we go pizza hut eat...wa...super full sia...aiya..i forget to take photo of tat...sry ar...hehe..after we eat still early ma..we thought will be like 8 plus le..but only 7 lor..so we go simei play pool...we all noob sia...play so long only play 2 round lei..lol..took very long to play finish 1 round sia..we book 2 table..den play around 1 n half hour like tat...wa...x lei...$20 lei...but is fun le...i gt take photo of this..later show u all...after we play is around 9pm le..den mei qi cannot go home le..so have to go le...

here r some pics..

my sis...take when she is playing...hehe.. :P

mei qi..my half sis...hehe..

i took wif 2 chio bu... =(

ask u all to take photo together also so ma fan sia...ask so long den take...lol...where gt ugly???ok wat...say wat very ugly de...no la..where gt...lol...

play pool very fun hoh??tell u all le..hehe..next time go play toegther ok...next time my ask my tat BEST FREN go also..hehe...
ok la..stop here le...tml pei my family member...hehe...long time nv pei my parents le....
take care everyone!!!


[thinking of him]
-yayi-

today i wake up late sia...6.40am den wake up lei...i have to leave house at 6.50 am de lei...only gt 10 mins to prepare lor....i set alarm yesterday lei...i set 2 phone some more lor..6am my phone gt ring...i wake up off it den went back to sleep again..hehe...den i gt 2 fren is my alarm clock also..but they both also overslept sia...lol...but is ok la..i nv blame u all..no need say sry to me..lol...i still wan to thank u 2 ar...at least when u all wake up gt call me n sms me ask me wake up le ma...hehe...thanks lei....continue my story..lol...after i wake up...i rush here n there cos only 10 mins ma..anyhow bath sia..lol..so scared i will late for work sia..but lucky my dad say today he send me to tampines.....lucky nv late meeting my fren...still early den him...hehe...thanks dad...

2 week gone le..so fast sia...still gt 2 month to go...today morning still ok..after lunch jiu very busy le...today i updated 19 com lei...the most i do a day lor..lol...today we 4 add up...is 69 com i think...break record sia...but still gt a lot to do...have to do more a day...today fun sia...i on whole row de com n update together de la.....fun lor...at least gt thing to let me do i wont fall asleep...lol....today after we eat at miworld...we saw a room inside gt pool table de lei..but gt staff book de..den they playing..so we see them play lor...after 2 round...they ask us wan to play a not lei..so 2 of my fren go play lor..den the incharge of this room come lei...he noe the staff there de la..den talk lor...den i overheard tat...this room only can book after office hour lei..not during office hour...sian..like tat we cannot play le...haiz..i nv take any photo so cannot show u all..sry ar...hehe..den when fan gong hoh..my incharge ask me i gt sleep today a not lei....den i say NO..lol...today release at 5.30pm..den jus now afternoon gt call n ask my fren vincent liew thing ma..den he tell me he 5pm release today so i ask him come jurong east meet me den go home together lei..since he at dover..so near nia..so he say ok lor...hehe..den he 5.20 like tat jiu reach le..but i 5.30 den relase den reach at 5.45 like tat...sry ar...den we take train to boon lay den back to tampines cos i wan to go buy thing...i wan to buy prepaid card den he tell me he last time gt 1 ma..giv me tat one can le lor...so i say oh..ya hoh..ok lor...so we go buy kfc for his family jiu go his house take card..den his mum ask me to stay there eat dinner also...so i bo pain say ok lor...eat a bit..around 9.30 i jiu go home le..go home still have to eat some more..cos promise my mum i will eat le..so eat a bit again...FAT le la...lol..oh.ya..my bill come le lei...$97 sia...siao de...my sms 1700++ lei....tat y i need a prepaid card...lol..too much le...anyway thanks vincent...for the prepaid... =D

haiz..donno wat wrong sia...i actually don wan to say here de..but too angry le..i really donno wat wrong wif u all...like to show temper de...small thing also angry -.- pls la..u all have ur problem..i can understand..but don anyhow show temper ma..we r frens lei..can say wat u all wan to say de ma..if we can help we sure help de..tell us la..i only wish u all can change u all de att..say real in out group only 1 person i don think he have att lor..or maybe he nv show la..tat one i donno la..so far i haven see any nia...i hope u all don always angry la..i don like lei..really don like lei..some time i also angry but i gt show meh?? i also reach home in msn n talk nicely to u all say i jus now not happy or wat lei..rite?? aiya..i also donno how to say la..hope u all can understand jiu hao le la..

ok la..stop here le la..very tired le...not enough sleep sia...every day sleep 4 hours plus nia..now already 1am le lor..hope tml will be a gd day ba...gd nite..take care everyone..

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

now 12am n i still haven go sleep...jus reach home not long...jus now after work went to meet my best fren at tampines to have my dinner n chit chat wif them...chat until my last bus den i jiu go home le..chat a lot sia...donno y we so much thing to say..lol..

oh...today hoh...after my lunch hoh..go back work ma..den update com ma..den i gt say rite very slow...slow until i very sian..den i fall asleep sia....i sleep a while nia la..den i wake up le..but i sit down n close my eye..den suddenly my incharge come lei..he saw i sleeping lei...wa liao...shit man...den he keep saying me le..i mean like shoot me like this la...say wat...very sleepy de ppl must make her do more thing..lol...syaddieq also gt sleep lor...but he wake up le...be incharge come he wake up le...wa liao...suay sia...lol...scared i will be mark sia..lol....hope wont la..lol...first time only ma...really dam tired sia...cos wait for the program to install den nth to do..some more i yesterday only sleep 4 hours nia...i think today also le lei...cos now already 12.45am le lor...n i still posting lor...every day also so late den post sia..lol...

best fren>>we all r best fren..don say wat we come out nv talk to u...don like tat say can..we 3 talking together u can join us de ma...can talk together wif us de ma...rite..y we 3 can chat lei..cos we also talking rubbish...u can talk rubbish wif us de ma...try to find sth to talk wif us la..n hoh pls la..u all hoh..think of me also la..i leave wed for u all lei...den some more we already agree to watch tat 'show' together le...u all don last min say don watch lei..i don like de lei...n the who ar[don wan to say who is it]...don keep 'maggie' also la..i noe u r happy la..lol...n guys...i am VERY HAPPY going out wif u all...don spoilt it ok....BEST FREN FOREVER!!!!!

oh..i jus found out tat i haven tell u all tat i today go to another office of M1 rite??the building is call miworld...i think last few post i gt say...today to there lor..is a office for operator de...wa..den go in...very noisy..cos all on phone n all talking ma...there de com dam slow de la..giv us problem also de...den i also took some pic there..lol...wan to show u all so have to tell u all..all this..lol...ok..i wont say much le..as i have already tell u all in my previous post le..hehe... :D

zee n me...in the lift of miworld..going to 3rd floor do to our update..lol...oh..ya...there de toilet ar...is clean la..but M1 de better den nicer....lol..too bad i nv take the pic of tat..lol..cannot show u...next time if i remember den i take n show u all...oh..ya..actually wan to show u all my sitting place de..but nvm la...i also not always sit there de...i walk around de..so need la...i think u all also not interested de la..lol...

me!!!took at the canteen there...is out the canteen la...aiya..i also donno how to say la...nvm..forget it....lol...

[thinking of him]

-yayi-

since now i am free in the office now den i will come make the conclusion abt yesterday interview...hmm....my conclusion is.....i also donno how to say sia...anyway wat all my fren say make sense...also wat i am thinking...jus hope everybody have gd fren around u.... :D i think i have gd fren around me...so i am happy...but not a bf..lol..jk jk...stay single is a gd thing also..hehe....

wa...i now dam sian lei...wait for the com to install the program..den install so slow sian...lousy com lor..the system so slow de...den some more giv us de target is to make 500 plus de com in 1 week time lei.. from morning till now we only do less den 10 com lei..how to complete in 1 week..siao de..think we r super women or man meh??even if we r the com is not ma..still have to wait for the com ma...lol...stupid rite...hehe...nvm la..jus do wat we can do la..i don think they will scold us or wat also la...hehe....

later maybe meeting my fren..not confirm yet lei..cos gt 1 fren donno can come out a not...haiz...if no meet den i go home le... very tired...yesterday sleep at 1 plus lei..cos i post my blog lor..now gt blog le very busy de...have to post..den every time post pic gt problem waste a lot of my time....but is fun la...hehe...

ok la..i stop here le...later at nite gt thing to say den post....now continue den at nite confirm nth to say le..lol...take care everyone...'especially him'....

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

so many thing happened today...so many thing to say sia...i think will be a long post...hope u all don mind..lol..ok..let start....today go eat lunch at miworld..at 11.30am den after tat jiu go play bowling...lol..at some where near my work place....nobody de...also very cheap...we play 1 round nia..cos no time to play ma...we play half n hour nia jiu finish le...dam fast sia..lol..later show u all pic..lol..den when we go back office is already 1.30pm le...den slack again until 2pm...today really slack sia...cos left a few com of this dept only...tml onwards will be busy le ba..some more cannot use my com le...cos not at my office de building le..is another building le...haiz...



if u all gt read my pervious de post should noe gt thing to happened..but ok le la...in the end i meet both my lau gong n my best fren....i should not have do tat lor..haiz...i gt ask my best fren izzit ok to meet my lau gong a while den we go tampines...cos jessie say wan to see me...den they say ok lor...so we go meet my lau gong at bugis lor..reach there 7pm liao...den walk a while..7.30pm like this they say wan to go eat...actually i plan to eat wif my best fren at tampines de...not so early la..cos we all not hungry ma..but i kana force to eat sia..lol...den we eat long john...i eat chicken lei...i cannot eat de lei..haiz...scared the red spot on my body will come back sia..hope wont...den after tat i plan to tell shirley tat i need to go off le..but in the end i nv say...den my best fren wait very long le...den the boon angry n walk off....he went home...actually also gt sth else tat make him angry la..not only me la..i don wan to say la...very long n also i not very sure also..better don say so much....aden after tat i go shopping wif my lau gong they alll until 9 plsu den go take train back to tampines....den my the other 2 best fren pei me all the way sia...thanks lei...n also sry...i noe u all also very sian...actually wan to to post wat i sms wif my lau gong de..not happy de la...but since we r ok le den don say all those sad thing le la...forget it ok..hehe...

to my lau gong>>thanks for understand me...we every time meet also have so much thing to talk to de...we wont have no topic to talk to de...n remember can call me out anytime...as long as i am free i will sure meet u de....love u n miss u...muckz...

to my best fren>>i wan to say sorry to u all..hai u all pei me so long...n u all look so sian..den hai u all quarrel wif boon..den he angry..i am very sorry...i have make the wrong choice...i promise wont have the second time le......sry sry.....very very sorry....exspecially to boon...very very sorry....i noe u don like to wait de i still let let u wait...den junze n jason...sry sry...let u all pei me the whole trip...n thanks for pei me come tampines den take bus home....thanks man...BEST FREN FOREVER!!!!

today i did a interview of my fren....qns are...wat are fren for??recently a lot of thing happened on me..n is all fren de...cos i ask this qns....this is some if my fren de ans...

Zee>>Fren are for betrayal.-.-" haha..joking la...fren are for.........ok ok..let put it this way..to me, having fren is like having the world by ur side..they are my EVERYTHING beside my family.most of us spend our time wif our fren rather than our familt. they play a part for us when we need to talk ,laugh,to bo console or almost everything. Me,myself being a fren to my fren, i must or should i say should understand wat he/she is undergoing.understanding each other is very crucial and there trust too.. i perfre having fren who could understand me and trust me.. they should understands me best when they themselves have been together for like 7 years...ok la..since the owner of this blog is complaining tat i explain too much...for short,fren are to understand,trust and lot more.its a hourney of discovery wif fren.


Haidhar>>a fren is some one who'd be willing to lend u a listening ear,be there for u when u need him/her the most. be willing/wanting to get to noe everything abt u, ur past,present,future,ur family background,ur bad side ,ur gd side,like & dislike, ur hopes & dreams, ur fav food, color,drinks,gal ur like to see :D wan to see,to be able to share jokes,problems,interest. understanding each other, be open to each other, important thing is to be honest ,voicing out his/her opinion, shake hand shake hand,hug here.hug there..



Syaddieq>>hmm...wat is life without fren??so think abt it for a while......will there be laughter wif or without them??will there be a shoulder to cry onto??will there be someone tat can keep you accompany when u are feeling lonely?? is there a word called fun without them???haha..so think abt it.. =P anyway going back to the qns...when you go sch every where u see are groupsof fren,enjoying themselve and u r alone..how will u feel???lol..for me i will feel sux lor...so with them around.life around me will be find n excitement...conculsion: having fren around is fen n excitement...
warning>>beware of those fren tat are ngpocrite.they will maje ur lift miserable..so choose ut fren wisely :D okie..


Heng boon>> friends are like a shelter....when u are in need of help they are there to help u and cheer u up...



junze>>1. frens r thr to help u when u need them
2.frens r thr to kip u company when ur bored
3. frens r thr to solve ur probs when u have loads n loads of probs
4. frens r sth like ur 2nd family
5. frens understand wat u go thru while nt like ur parents as ur parents r nt as the same age grp as u
6. frens r thr to care n concern u as stated above.. jus like ur family
cannot don have fren...don have fren =die..


Vinsion>>to accompany ,to play wif, to sorrow wif ,to enjoy wif


i only ask this few ppl nia...lol...n all the ans r almost the same...tml den i make a conclusion...now is too late le..already 1.03am le..i still haven sleep...tml still have to work...so...
to be continue..........







here r some pic..



Zee...the boss...reading some important document tat i have ask him to sign...lol...















Syaddieq....excited ar???wan to play le ar..lol...

they all ready to play le..lol...











guess wat is the score???no need to see also noe la...i am the loser...lol....Syaddieq have the highest point 129..second is Haidhar 118 den Zee 109...den me...haiz...only 65..lol..so lousy sia...lol...so face le la...lol....anyway is nice..fun playing wif them...lol..thanks guys...lol



[thinking of him]
-yayi-

haiz...here i come again...sth happened...make me very fan now...donno wat to do....yesterday nite my fren already ask me out for dinner le...n i promise them le....den now [11.42am] lau gong jus sms me ask me wan to meet her,jessie n jia jia ma...i donno wan to meet who...haiz...y always clash de...haiz...i wan to meet my fren but i also wan to meet jia jia they all..cos long time nv see them le...lau gong also say de rite la..very hard den can meet jia jia they all once de..but i donno lei...i promise my fren le lei...i don like ppl break promise den i break meh??haiz...how??teach me how????my fren ask me..after i meet jia jia they all den meet them lor...but tat will be very late le..cos cannot ask me meet jia jia they all eat den i go rite??very bad lei...sure still gt shopping or wat de ma...den tml i still gt to work lei...also cannot reach home too late ma...haiz..how??? who can help me think...i very fan lei...haiz.....

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

now only 11am..i jiu come post le..cos now very slack..nth to do...almost all the com in this dept we all update finish le..left a few nia...den some not free have to wait until after lunch den can help them update their com...later finish doing all the com we also donno need to do wat sia...oh..ya...our so call in charge de hoh..leaving this company on the 8 of may lei...so fast sia...he ask us to have lunch wif him on the 8...so sad sia...he is a nice guy lei...the way he talk n the way he teach us...is gd lor...haiz..too bad he leaving le...

later after work going out wif my fren to have dinner...lol...gt a lot of thing to tell them sia...faster fan gong..lol..they later coming to jurong east to meet me den we going tampines to eat our dinner...hmm..later eat wat lei??must think now..otheriwse every time we meet le den ask each other wan to eat wat..all will say anything...lol..n pls my fren..don always eat mac can..i very sian le lei...lol..sick of eating mac le...eat sth else la...ok...hehe... :D

ok la..think i stop here le..also donno wat to say le sia...is my fren suggest me to come write blog de...cos i nth to do...lol...so i come write lor...i thought i will have nth to say..but in the end i talk a lot sia...really very talkative sia..lol...don find me noisy hoh....hehe :D


[thinking of him]
-yayi-

today very busy also...have to update a lot a lot of pcs...tml have to complete tat dept le...thurs have to go another building of M1..call miworld...syaddieq today go there wif our so call incharge n see le..he say there cannot slack ar...a lot a lot of com to do ar.....sian lei...have to rush le...den every time when we rush den computer giv us a lot of problem de...this morning also...first pc den giv me problem le..i install the microsoft outlook le..den the user use say cannot reply any mail...den i have to unistall it den install again...lucky can ar..if not have to call helpdesk..the helpdesk no use de..call also wont help de.....den at 11.30am we jiu go eat out lunch le..actually plan to go play bowling after tat de..but in the end nv play...go back office de lobby sleep..lol..later show u all pic...den we sleep until 1 like tat go up to our office use com n slack until 1.30pm den work..lol...wa...afternoon we do de com also gt problem sia...not very slow den is install le cannot find the program..have to reinstall again...almost Ot today again lei..yesterday already OT le..today we don care ar...we jus leave at 6pm when we haven key in the data...cos all gt sth on..so have to go off...after work i jiu rush home le..cos my mum nv cook today..den my sis alone...waiting for me to go back eat dinner...so when i reach home she sleeping sia...hai me so rush..den i go bath first...i bath out ask her wake up we jiu go eat dinner outside out house le...eat den also talk...talk a lot sia...wa...we see each other every day also gt so much thing to talk sia..lol...from 8pm we can sit there until 9 plus sia.....lol...ok la..show u all pic le la..my blog very long sia..every time gt so many thing to say...talkative lei...lol..sry ar....lol...

this is where i say the building de lobby...this is only part of it nia...after we lunch break we will come here chit chat n sleep lor...lol...the air con here is super cold de lor.....for sleeping is the best le..lol...

took it when he is msning..lol...he donno...but after i take i gt tell him la..lol...nvm la hoh...also not bad ma...not very ugly also..lol..

thinking of who???so serious???lol..

this guy here ar...sit unti like this...like he is the boss here like tat...lol....u think is ir ur office or ur house ar...lol...sit until like this..

took it when i was at the lobby...wan to sleep le..yawns....lol...

do i look like a teacher??like wan to go have lesson le..lol..tat is wat i take when i going to other pc n update their com..basically is a file wif list of name tat we need to update de com n a notebook which i write all my note n appointment inside....n of course a pen..lol..

[thinking of him]

-yayi-

today...a tired,sad n a bit angry day....haiz...a bad day for me today....today very busy sia...cos gt a lot of com to update sia...have to finish 213 com by wed...can't finish sia...den when rushing..den so many problem occurs...haiz...walk here n there in the office...tired sia...but still gt slack a bit la..lol..online msn...n go in blog see see..lol..but only a while la...today work until 7pm sia...actually 6 can go le..but can't finish so 7 den go...after work jiu go home le...cos too many day not at home eat le...so today go home eat dinner.....reach home bath le jiu eat dinner....now jus finish eating jiu come blog le......fast hoh...gt sth to say......tell u all y i am sad n angry....

i have read my LAU GONG de blog le...is sad...n hurt....she even scold me in my tag..u all can see la...LAU GONG...u make me feel like u r the second vincent liew...none of my fren scold me bad word b4...u r the second one...haiz...she is my LAU GONG but she don unerstand me at all...you need me i nv pei u meh???you gt think b4 u say tat ma???not i don wan to pei u lei..some time is u nv ask me lei...wan me to open my mouth n ask u first...like tat time when u say wan to watch 300 i already leave tat day free for u le..but when u book ticket u gt call n confirm wif me again ma...NO!! next day i sms u ask u den u say u already book le...den say wat u r waiting for me to sms u first....haiz....if u really need me y u don come ask me urself...u can jus call me or sms me n ask me...i free i will sure be there for u de...last time u work DA u ask me go down find u i nv go meh???den when i work lei...u gt come find me ma??don every time say until i nv pei u can...u wan me pei u...u must tell me de ma...don need to ask others to pass message de ma...like wan to use other ppl to test on wat i will reply like this...I HATE TAT LEI....some more u wan me pei u while working lei....u work den how i pei u sia???i stand there do nth meh??i will feel i am a idiot lei.....haiz...i talk to mic very long tat day...tell her y i some time don wan to meet u...cos i always kana say by u...n always scold me...u tell me...when u nv scold me de...some more is scold bad word lei...i not born to be scolded de lei....i also human lei...gt feeling de lei...i noe some time u r joking..but some time is too much le...u keep scolding de...den i cannot say u back de..when u see i say u back???i don de lor...now u say tat at least Jason busy also listen to u..cos u find him chat...u tell him how u feel...but did u find me???did u come talk to me when u have problem???NO!!!! u nv even sms me or call me when u have problem..how u wan me to listen???i wont noe when u have problem if u nv tell me....Jason n me..i think Jason is more close to u ba...u tell him every thing but not me...maybe he noe how to console u but i don ba...maybe he concern u more den i do ba...if this is wat u think den i have nth to say..u go to him when u need help or some one to pei u lor...u r always not happy of wat i am doing..i donno y...i only go out wif fren den u say i nv pei u...den u go out wif fren did i say anything...u can pei ur fren den i cannot meh???ya...maybe i is over...maybe meet my tat group fren too often le..but when i will noe u r free a not...when u will need me???u nv say anything lei....maybe also my fault tat i nv sms u..but did u sms me???also no lei...haiz...i donno wat to say la...how u wan to say me or scold me den do it lor...i really donno wat i can do to change all this...

so many thing happened after Jason n i de incident...haiz...sob sob...how i wish i can go back when i was in nitec....regret of coming to simei ITE le...haiz...LAU GONG n me use to be super close n gd de...we nv quarrel b4 de...but now....EVERYDAY also have sth to make her angry...i donno y....REALLY DONNO Y....is her att changed toward me??or i have really done sth wrong???or she jeslous tat i too close wif my other fren???tell me...tell me....

to all my fren>>>if u all wan to meet me n need me...PLS LET ME NOE...i wont noe when u all need me.....

to my dearest LAU GONG>>>>i am sorry if i say anything to hurt u...n make u so hate me...i am really sorry....

sorry for the long post...

[saddest day]
[thinking of him]
-yayi-

i yesterday say i will post some more pic rite...now i will post...cannot don post also...kana say by fren le..lol..jk jk....



fren help me take when we were at mac resting....gt another photo..but i am not going to upload tat one...tat is too ugly le...lol...

this is also taken by my fren...when we were at near bedok interchange de playground chatting...lol...look like small kids sia..lol...

i took this photo while i am cycling...lol...guess this is who??lol..those who noe him..should noe la hoh...nvm..i am laming..lol..


















took by me....we r resting...eating ice cream n drinkinng water...ugly hoh???lol..jk jk





think tat all le la.....the others pic i take is really rubbish la...i anyhow take also de la...don post la...pie sei also...lol....see another post ba...hehe...



[thinking of him]
-yayi-

today is a tired day n a fun day..today wake up at around 11am..den use com a while den prepare to go out...cos meet my fren wai peng at 1pm to pass him thing...cos he ask me help him print some thing ma..he mon need it de...den i too early reach le..12.45pm jiu reach le..so i go walk walk first..den went to TS...den saw gt 20% discount lei...den i saw 转交遇到爱 sell $54 after discount only $43 lei...i think n think...donno wan to buy a not..think le..in the end i still buy le..lol...den around 1.15 my fren den reach...so after tat pei him go popular to buy some stuff jiu take 27 to seng kang den change 88 to rivervale plaza to meet my fren...reach there...i jiu go eat first cos i haven eat ma...went to eat fried rice...den after tat wait for another fren to come den we walk to seng kang interchange den change bus to east coast...today we wan to go cycle ma..took a lot of photo..later post..lol...we cycle for 2 hour den go eat den chit chat jiu go home le...don write so detail la...otherwise ppl who read my blog will sleep...too long le..lol...

to my BEST FRENS--->thanks guys...so happy wif u all...keep laughing sia...non stop de lei...u all r clowns sia...lol...jk jk...

this is a sand castle...boon n me saw at east coast when we cycle de...the junze n jason cycle too fast le la...wanted to take junze de Hp den take de..cos his camera better ma...but he is way too far from us le..lol...oh ya...we still saw a emo cat lei..but nv take photo...too bad sia..lol...

this is our bicycle....nice??big hoh..lol...i take this when we ride until half way n rest a while to have a drink...still gt a lot of photo sia..i think i upload tml ba...maybe not la..cos too many le...lol..now too late le la...tml still have to work...tml is my sec week of attachment le...oh..ya...gt 1 story to share....today when we ride...gt accident lei...lol...my fren knock into a anuti..lol..the aunti den stand there n let my fren knock lei..nv walk away lei...stupid sia...den scold my fren donno how to ride..lol...my fren also la..nv turn right or left...too bad i nv take a photo of tat..lol...

ok la..i go sleep le...photo i will post some more tml...lol.....gd nite..take care everyone...

[thinking of him]

-yayi-

first time write blog....make this blog for quite a long time sia..cos donno how to make ma..is my fren help me de...den gt error so make very long...cos the blog skin la..lol..anyway thanks my BEST FREN...

today morning my frens come my house watch dvd,make blog n play game..den around 5 plus we jiu go out le..go bugis eat den i have to go help my mum work...my fren go wif me also...help until 9.30pm like this...den my mum go home...i take train wif my fren go tampines den we go chit chat again...actually is chat until my last bus..but in the end chat chat until 12.30am..their last bus..lol...den i take cab home lor....anyway near near only la..so ok la..reach home only $4.70 lor...den reach home jiu bath n use com le....

hmm...i am sry mic..today cannot meet u...i have to help my mum...she entend her working time until 9pm like this...sry sry...i am very very sry...

ok...i go sleep le...continue tml...bye bye...gd nite everyone...

[Thinking of him]
-yayi-