today my head is super pain lor..den feel very tired..donno is sleep too much or wat...i sleep at 3.30am yesterday den today wake up at 2pm...izzit too much??i think so lei..lol..den today my stomach also giv me problem sia..donno how to say..not pain lei...jus feel like vomti lei...so i went to bought a hot soup when i working...drink it..wa...feel much more better...

today working..very sian ar..nth to do de..so boring lor...tml have to work also..tml is 5pm to 11pm...oh..sry to my dear angelia n anna...i wed cannot meet u all le...they wan to me to work..sry sry...n also i watch transformer le..sry sry...super sry...sry to all my fren..sry sry...oh..today working hoh..saw 2 guy kissing in from my shop lor..kns...omg lor...wa...i cannot accept sia..gal n gal ok la..guy n guy..i really cannot take it sia....don say le..make me wan to vomti sia...

next week...mon go out wif fren..wed n thurs working..nobody ask me out yet lei..next week i very free lei...who wan to ask me out...faster come ask me lei...my phone very quiet lei..nobody find me de lor..so sian...suddenly feel so lonely...haiz..i don like the feeling again...haiz...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

yesterday very early reach home ar...lol..3am reach home..so nv post..now i am here to post...

yesterday went to my class chalet..b4 tat went to watch movie...reach chalet around 4 plus ba...stay at there not very long la...around 11 plus jiu go le..pei shirley walk out..cos she going home..den michelle n me go walk walk n chit chat...wif another 2 fren...we walk until tampines there sia..wa..it tired de lor...but we 2 gt sit at bus stop chit chat a while...

yesterday...donno wat happened to me sia..feel very down lei...thanks ar michelle for pei me chat..i donno how to tell u all my feeling also...jus very sad..haiz...

ok la..don talk to much le la..need to prepare to go work le...bye~ take care everyone...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

jus got all the pic from vision...now show u all..

ok..tat all le..a lot hoh...almost all is me..i took his camera n took a lot of pic sia..hehe..he say i zi lian ma..lol..ya lor..after i have this hairstlye den i take a lot of pic sia...love my hairstyle now..hehe...ok la..i wan to go sleep le..is late le..tml still have to wake up early...bye~ take care everyone..

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

today go out have fun again..lol..today is happy..lol..today went to kbox wif vision...starting i very pei sei lei..den don dare to sing..but after a while ok la..den we sing a lot of song sia..from 2 plus we sing till 6 plus..sing until we 2 also no voice le sia..but he worst den me..took a lot of pic there also..will show u all some later..den later show u all some more..cos some is wif vision...cos use his camera to take ma..den after tat walk to bugis..anyway we were at marine square a kbox..den wei foo call vision say he wan to meet us after his work..den ok lor..he reach le..den we go eat lor...cos i dam hungry le la..lol..den after eating we jiu go shopping lor...go find sock..hehe...den after jiu go home le lor...hehe...

show u all the pic here..

my hp only gt this few pic...the others when i take from vision later den show u all...hehe...tml going to class chalet...b4 tat going to watch movie...think is watch transformer...hope i nv spell wrong...watch wif lau gong,michelle n jason...sorry my fren..i nv watch wif u all...sry sry..very very sorry...we watch other show ok..hehe..sry ar...

ok..stop here le la...tml will reach home very early ba..hehe...my early mean in the morning den will reach home ba...so fri morning den post lor..fri i still have to work sia..but 5pm den work..so ok la..can rest..hehe...ok la..will post again when i free...hehe..bye~ take care everyone..

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

wa...tired sia..donno y i feel so tired today sia...today went out wif vincent liew..went to watch Fantastic 4..hmm...i feel not very nice lei...donno y also..jus not tat nice lor...after movie go shopping...went to Herren de Everlast i wan to buy shoes ma..but don have my size..but they help me check say bugis have..so i have to go there n buy lor..b4 going there we went to lvl 5 eat wanton mee...i like..use to eat when i working at the neoprint shop there...long time nv eat le...so went there eat..hehe..den went to bugis...bought my shoes..den go shopping lor..vincent gt topman de discount coupon so we went there see..but nv see anything tat he like..den go bugis street walk walk lor...around 9 plus we jiu go home le...we r so tired sia...

took some pic also..show u all...anyway see le..don misunderstand ar...me n him only gd fren hoh...lol...

took this at The Cathay...very funny lei...all the fish is not moving lor..but all facing the same side lei...donno y sia...really is not moving lei..but they r real la..not fake de...

how is my new hairstlye??nice??hehe..my hair very dry sia...haiz...i need to very look after my hair le..lol..need to apply cream everyday...i wan to reborn my hair...save money now..den go reborn..hehe...anyway tat is the shoes i bought...nice??hehe...$36.90..x ma??ok la hoh..hehe..tml going to kbox wif vision n wee meng...i wan to sing song le...donno i dare a not..every time go wif them i nv sing le..this time round i wan to sing...den vision also wan me to sing..scared sia...lol...ok la...stop here le...will post again tml..n will have more pic de..hehe...bye~ take care everyone...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

i haven straighten my hair le..thanks to someone....hehe...after i straighten is very straight la..but hoh...ugly lei..donno y sia..so went to cut my hair...den go eat dinner also..but my hair still not tat nice lei...i don like my front de hair..i wan to cut short in front..those very very short de...but gt some problem to my hair den i cannot but sia..haiz..stupid hair...have to slove the problem first....now my hair is straight n short...but not very nice in front..haiz...think this fews days i have to clip my hair up le...when is better den can let it down...cant show u all pic..cos i am too ugly le...lol...next time den show u all when i think is ok ba...

haiz..i over spend le lor..some of the thing i wan to buy have to wait till next month when i take money le..haiz...nvm la..wait lor..hehe..

wa...today my head is super pain de lor...think pain for half a day le lor...kns lor...donno y sia..every time like this de lei...i don like ar...i don the pain...is pain until wan to explore de lor..u all will nv noe how pain is tat de lor...haiz...don wan to talk to much le la..i tml still wan to go out sia...i wan to go sleep le...haiz..donno how to go out wif my this type of hair...sianz....

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

Monday Blue ar.....

my monday is blue lor..today go help my mum work..so morning have to wake up very early le...den when i woking..first n i burn myself...den hit the counter..den drop thing..kns lor...wa...today i do wat also gt sth to happened de lei....not a gd start..lol...

show u all 2 pic tat i took in shop...nth to do ma..lol...

will post again tonite if not too late...hehe..bye~

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

today actually not going out..but in the end i still go out le..lol..actually i only go meet anna n angelia to talk a while den i go home le..but in the end i go out wif the..today go out wif anna, angelia n ei dun..ok la..quite fun...i keep talking sia..think i talk more den them ba..lol...today actually i wan to go buy my thing de..but we suntec n marine square also not much to shop..so in the end i bought a jeans only..cos $38.90..i still gt thing i wan to buy de sia..think tues meet vincent liew ask him pei me go buy ba..hehe...

to anna sis

sis...don think so much le la..ok...jus relax...can find a better 1 de..if u don wan to wait den don wait lor..think carefully....if u really love him..wan to wait for him..feel is worth it..den go for it lor..anyway he also nv say he don like u ma...i donno how to an wei u also..cos i also like this..but mine a bit different la..cos i make up my mind le..u haven...try to sit alone at home...n think carefully...ok...all the best...anything jus tell me i will try my best to help u ok...

to angelia dear

dear...don contact him la..not worth is lor..u should noe wat i mean ok..i don wan to say too much...i don wan u under control..he ask u call den u call don call den don call him..he think he is wat...he will take it for granted de...jus don care...don bother ok...he really not worth it..don fall for him again ok...there is others guy outside is better den him de...ok...jus tell me anything u wan to say ok..i will try to help also de...

wa...den me lei..who an wei me..haiz...see my sis anna like this i think of my problem also..haiz...miss the past so much..but ppl cannot always live in the past ma..must look foward..rite??but donno y i jus super miss lei...how i wish i can go back to the past...haiz...donno how long more i can wait...haiz...let time prove everything ba...haiz..

some pic tat we took today...

tml going to help me mum work..until 3 i jiu go home le...this week will be a busy week le...tml meeting lau gong also...think tml will have new pic up..don tell u all first..tml u all see le jiu noe le..lol...think some of my fren noe le ba..hehe...stop here le la..i need to go pack my room...den go sleep le..tml need to wake up early...wil post again tml ba...cya..bye~ take care everyone!!!

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

jus reach home n bath ok only lor..so tired..

wa..today wat day sia...i saw a lot of fren lei...totally 3 sia..den jason yeo come find me take cd from me..den after tat angelia call me...but is nth gd la..later tell u all...wa..today not sian lor..gt a lot of thing to talk to me tat fren who work wif me sia..den saw all those fren...if i every time work..also like tat jiu hao le..cos there now not much ppl de...so work there a bit sian de...

oh...angelia call me...if i am not i think is around 9 plus ba...u noe wat she tell me...she say she n anna drink n anna is drunk...crying..wa liao..i was like...y u all drink sia..some more drink so much..they go esplanade there drink ma..jus drink only.nv go pub or club..anna fren bought the drink for her de lor...wat a fren sia...kns..so i ask them to take cab to Herren cos i working there ma...cos i very worry abt them...cos angelia also gt drink a bit but she is not drunk...wa..when they reach...anna cannot even stand properly lor...keep wan to fall lor..angelia n me also cannot hold her lor...den a lot of ppl look at us lor..it was so pei sei lor...den i bring them up to my shop there gt chair ma..let them sit there n rest a while..anna keep shouting lor..i wont tell u all wat she say la...jus keep shouting la..den when i release at 11...we jiu straight away to take cab back to anna house there...by the time we reach there she is better le la..not so jialet le..so we pei her a while..den angelia cannot go home late also de ma..so around 12 like tat i pei her go take cab den come back pei anna back to her house...she is ok la..gt talk to me also...so reach her house ask her drink some warm water...den faster go sleep...so i stay a while wif her only..i jiu go home le..cos cannot stay too late also...her mum will scold also..den actually i wan to walk a short distance den take cab home..but in the end i walk all the wat back home sia...from TP there lei...walk until my house sia..those who noe where is TP n where i live should noe how far izzit la...walk until very tired lor...lucky i call vision n talk lor..if not i don think i can tanah until i reach home sia...

to anna
sis...don think so much la..u drunk i think is cos u already not is gd mood le..u r sad le...gt xin shi or wat..tat y...cry every thing u will be better le...don drink again le..not gd..i don wan to see u like this...i see u n angelia like this i heart pain lei...hope i wont see u like this again ok...i use to be like u like this..i drunk b4 also...u will think after every thing de....

noe how to console ppl but i donno how to console myself...jus now when i see my fren like tat i think of myself lei...last time i also like this...now i feel like very stupid lei...if the guy don like u mean don like u...no matter wat u do the guy still wont like u de...u do all this only u urself suffer only lor...y make ourself so xin ku n the guy don feel anything at all..not worth it lor..should be even more happy..show ther guy don have him u also can live very happily de...now i wont trusth any guy anymore...those who say like u de...also can say don like u 1 day de...but jus now after sending anna home...i was alone le lei..den i wan to find ppl talk also donno wan to find who lei...suddenly like no fren...nobody around me to let me lend on or cry to talk to...suddenly feel so lose....donno y sia..i gt a lot of fren...but jus........aiya..i donno how to say tat feeling la..jus alonely lor...n tat is the first time i walk back alone lei...so lonely n scary.....haiz...today is sad for me..haiz...

anyway THANKS AR...VISION..pei me talk all the way...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

finally can upload pic le..this r all the pic i wan to show u all..some is took on sun when we go out...n some is i took in the office de...but there r still a lot of pic tat we took in sun de outing haven post..cos my fren haven send me...send me le den i will upload again de...hehe...ok..bye bye~~wan to go eat my lunch le...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

yeah!!!attachment end le...so happy...lol...but yesterday i dream of me still have to go back office sia...so scary...

yesterday last day of work..bought sth for 2 of our incharge..den also took pic wif them..but the pic not wif me..so cannot show u all..hmm..this attachment i learn a lot of thing la..but i also donno how to say la..lol..maybe i also learn how to slack lor..lol..jk jk..

yesterday after work went to meet my best fren..but my dearest di is not here le..when i sms him wan to tell him later meet wat time den i noe he is not coming..he nv tell me y he is not coming..only tell me tat he have something on.. but when at nite i call him.. he is at home studing lor..he will study de meh??think also noe there is some one else beside him study together la...so disappointed lor...he break my promise..lol..but when i reach home he gt sms me la..i tell him i wan to write his name big in my blog say he break promise lor..he still can joke wif me lei..lol..but i angry also angry a while de la...a while later jiu ok le..lol..don worry la di..i am not angry wif u la..anyway ur name very big here meh??no wa...i keep call u di only...lol..

actually yesterday is a misture of happy,angry n sad day lei..happy cos i meeting my best fren n we chit chat den my tat best fren boon..keep laming..make me laugh...lol..angry is cos of my di la..i have told u all on top le..hmmmm sad....is......

is..cos of something la..i don wan to say..but after understanding the problem ok le la...still have a bit sad la..but wat can i do...haiz..

going to work at 5pm..at orchard n neoprint shop...until 11pm sia..who is free go there find me hoh..i will bored till death de...come find me i can chit chat wif u all..lol...ok la..will post again tonite if i have the time..i wan to go eat mt lunch n prepare to go work le...bye~ take care every one..

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

1 more day to go..den end of attachment le...yeah!!!!

was trying to upload some pic from photobucket as my sis cara ask me to try tat ma..cos blog keep cannot upload the pic ma..but i try le..i donno how to use lei...sis..help me!!!Lol...i wan to upload a lot of pic..if i upload my whole album den have to click on the pic den can see my whole album lei...i don wan tat lei..haiz..donno how to explain to u also sia..but i jus wan to upload my pic..haiz...

today our incharge treat us eat mac lei..wa..is super full de lor..eat 1 meal after tat still treat us eat ice cream sia..wa liao..like pig like tat sia..tml going to buy something for him..donno to buy also sia...

wa...today when i on the way home..at tat time comfirm a lot of ppl de ma..den i am standing near the door there...den there only can 1 ppl stand nia ma..den 1 gal come in from bugis jus stand beside me lei...wa liao...so squeeze sia..kns...super angry tat time lor...i donno how to explain to u all how she stand sia..jus angry lor..den is already a lot of ppl le...1 aunti still can read newspaper sia..kns..even more squeeze lor..donno how to think de lei..think of herself nia...kns..don say le..make me more angry nia..

sian ar..wan to upload my pic also cannot...now my blog look sux sia...not nice at all de lor..haiz....sian.....when den i can upload pic....

if tml gt time will let u all noe who i feel abt working at M1..hehe...cos tml last day le..have to comment a bit also..hehe..n wat i learn...insterested??i don think u all insterested hoh..lol..so boring..i will make it short tml..hehe...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

still cant show u all the pic tat we took on sun when wo go out..cos still cannot get all the pic from my fren...he try to send me on msn le..but cannot lei...donno y sia..haiz...will show u all when i get it...but later show u all some pic tat i took using my hp tat day...now my com is ok le..so now adays busy install progams..also gt go out la..lol...

monday went out wif best fren..go play pool.den eat dinner chit chat a while jiu go home le..need more practise for my pool..very lousy le sia..haiz...

tues actually is meeting lau gong de..but she last min have to work..so cannot meet me..so i meet michelle lor..went to my house there eat..eat until very full sia..den talk a lot also..talk to her..i think of the past sia...we were so happy....but is over le..have to look forward...when we talking abt the past i almost cry sia..but i nv la..anyway talking to her is gd la..den we like talk very long sia..cos there very noisy sia...den after tat mic pei me walk home den she go home le...

today went to queens way wif syaddieq n ru huan to find sth...den we talk a lot den lame a lot sia...syaddieq very ke lian lor...kana shoot by me n ru huan..lol..is fun de lor...but in the end i nv find the thing i wan...den we walk until 8 plus jiu go home le..reach home 9 plus le..super hungry sia...

this week last week of attachment le...yeah....2 more days only...this week very slack sia..nth to do de...den we can play com the whole day den slack also..but have to key in data la...den some time they will have thing to us to do de..but not much la...den hoh..the 3 of them[syaddieq,zee,haidhar] gt psp lor..syaddieq n zee is jus buy nia...den in office they 3 keep taking out n play sia...make me feel like buying also lor....make me so jeslous sia..kns...lol..

fri meeting best fren, sat have to work, sun rest, monday lau gong come my house,tues meeting vincent liew,wed maybe meeting my fren,thurs class chalet,fri working, sat working,sun rest..wa...i am so busy this 2 week...die le die le...

wa liao..actually wan to upload some pic de..but the stupid blog don let me upload lor..sian lei..i try a lot of time le lor...still cannot de...last time i also wan to upload but cannot tat y i nv post now still cannot...stupid blog lor..kns....don wan to upload le.next time den show u all ba..gt a lot a lot of pic i wan to upload n show u all sia...haiz..

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

yesterday so angry..but today very happy..hehe..

yesterday nite thanks to my dear angelia..she jus wan to tell me sth in msn..den i throw all my anger to her sia..scold her also sia..but she not angry...she say she understand..cos i not happy ma..so many thing happened on me..some more she tell me de thing also make me a bit angry..haiz.ok la..don say all those unhappy de thing le..hehe...tell u all where i go today ba..hehe...

today gt vinsion, yong jie, ei dun, anna sis, angelia dear n me...actually still gt wee meng, fu wen n kelvin..but all last min nv come...today we went go marine square den went to suntec den went to vivo den sentosa..hehe..fun sia..we thought today we will have no place to go sia..den will be sian..but no lor...is super happy lor...keep lauging sia...den took a lot of photo..but is wif vision..cos he use his camera to take de ma..hehe..i will upload all the photo when he send me...we today went to vivo de Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant to eat...there de food ok la..not bad la..den we like order a lot lor..eat until very full sia...den 6 ppl eat only cos $77.85..1 ppl like $13 like tat nia..ok lor..not bad lei..u all can go try..hehe..tell u all 1 thing...we all so long de fren le hoh..i now den noe ei dun is our clowns in our groups sia..lol..

anyway my com repair ok le..thanks to my bro..hehe..help me refomat my com...hehe..tml need to go work..haiz..sian..nvm...5 more days nia..tml going out again..hehe...ok la..tired le..wan to go sleep le..take care everyone..bye~

will upload the photo again...

[thinking of u]
-yayi-

wa..fed up sia...today really not my day ar...haiz..my parents n my sis come back only..first is my dad come to com room den scold me...den my sis bath ok le..come back also say me...den blog n msn giv me problem...kns la...wat day is today sia...super angry ar...think today i will sleep early la..sian...

actually wan to post some pic tat i took de..wan to show u all wat i bought online..but the blog don let me upload pic..den suan le la...forget it...

no mood to post le la..bye~

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

nth to do..so i am here to post again..so sian lei..rot at home sia..den donno wat i do to my pc..now like gt problem sia..i donno how to solve..need my bro to help me refomat le la..haiz..stupid me..stupid hand..donno press wat..haiz...

jus now my dad call me ask me.."wa..u really nv come down ar...mummy jus now angry tat y like tat say..u now nv come down she gt thing to say u again le la.."haiz..donno la..ask me don go down de also her..den i nv go down she also scold me..haiz..wat can i do...

jus now go pack my cupboard..wa.gt a lot of clothes i don wan de lei..wan to throw them away le..also help send all the clean clothes to my parents n bro de room..tidy my house..hope my mum come back wont angry anymore..tml is father day le..but tml i going out..but i yesterday i already bought a present for my dad le..die le la..tml i no money to go out le..cos my pay still cannot withdarw..have to wait till monday den can withdraw..my fren this morning tell me de..die le..tml how ar..actually thought today will go mum shop work.den she say she will giv me money..den tml i will have some money to go out..now don have le..tml how??die le la..haiz..

i think later i wont eat dinner le la..alone also donno eat wat..eat maggie mee again ar..haiz..don wan la...sian...wat a boring saturday i have sia..haiz...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

5 days to end attachment!!!!

actually going to my mum shop n help her de..i plan to leave house at 12..cos jus now i went to my house here de post office to collect my parcel..cos i bought some clothes online..den i will meet my bro de gf wan ting at tanah merah mrt station to pass her..her clothes..den when i was on the way home..my mum call..ask me where me den i tell her lor..den she scold me sia..wa liao..for wat sia..i 12 leave house gt wrong meh??sat lei..wont be as much ppl as week day de lor..n i nv say i don wan to down lei..some more in the first place she also nv say wat time wan me to reach..i ask her..she say anytime lor..den now my fault la..haiz...she ask me not to go down le..go down will make her more angry..so now i rot at home lor..haiz..don go down later at nite i think she wan to complain again le la..haiz..donno her la...

think later i go pack my room...pack my cupboard..donno dinner how sia...eat alone..haiz..now alone at home lei..so lonely...gt tat feeling again le..i don like ar....cannot go out also..if let my mum noe i nv go work den go out wif fren..i sure kana again..haiz..sian ar...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

so sianz hoh..this few days de post no pic de..all words nia...sry ar..cos i nv take any photo..will take more next time...

yesterday went to meet lau gong n michelle..go find sth..den after tat go eat dinner den go paris ris meet lau gong de bf..den walk walk a while n chit chat jiu go home le..i pei mic go home den she pei me take bus..talk a lot sia..still sit at my house there de bus stop chat a while den i go home..

i wan to say sth to 2 ppl out there....

hmm..i think u 2 gt misunderstanding la...need to sit down n talk..i only can say..learn how to think lor..maybe they way u 2 think is not right ba..i also donno how to say sia...i wan u 2 to be fren..but maybe i too rush u all also le..i jus don wan u 2 end up like me..u all should understand la hoh..i don mind helping u all n be middle man..but some time be this middle man very xin ku..i have no one to talk to..i cant talk to those who donno u all de problem de ppl..only 1 person i can talk to..but now cannot le..u all understand de la hoh..i don wan to say much la..giv each other some time lor..don hate each other..overall..u all r still fren ok...

n this is for u lau gong..

hmm...can don always meet ur bf after meeting us or me..not i don let u to meet him or wat..but u tat day wan to meet me den make tat whole day for me can...last time u say i every time go out wif u jiu sms my best fren or meet them after tat..den u don like..den i change le..but now u like tat..i also don like lei..not don like ur bf la..some time can...but when u r together wif him le..u every time after meet me u jiu tell me u wan me pei u go meet ur bf lei..some time giv me ur whole day can..we gt a lot of thing to say de lei...ok...promise me can??don misunderstand me ok..i not saying u or angry..jus wan to tell u..so u also don angry ok...

today after work went to tampines to meet vincent liew for dinner...den chit chat...jiu go home le..nth much...oh..i also go buy sth for my dearest daddy..hehe..while we buying thing lau gong call me tell me she will be going korean..cos of their project win i think..so gd sia..can go..i also wan to go lei..is on Aug de..den they no need to study sia..den we still have to study..unfair sia..lol..but nvm..lau gong will buy sth back for me de hoh..lol..i will miss u de.... :)

saw someone's blog..when i see tat..i am sad n angry lor..haiz..den i sms lau gong n michelle lei..den they 2 nv reply me lei..maybe i too axious le ba..den at tat time i feel so lose n lonely lei..cos when i need some one to talk to..but no one is there..almost cry at tat time..lucky b4 i cry they reply me le..at least they gt reply..thanks ar...love u 2 so much..lol...anyway..as they say..i angry or sad also no use..i cant do anything de ma..wat the person wan to do den go ahead lor..wat else can i say..haiz..."giv away de thing mean not urs le"...

sorry for the long post today...jus wan to tell u all my feeling n wat i do yesterday n today...tml need to work..sun meeting angelia dear they all...vinsion if u gt read my blog..confirm wif u all sun can a not...ok...

oh...next week..quite busy..monday - best fren, tues - lau gong, wed maybe meet my dear syaddieq..hehe...he wan to pei me go find the thing i finding...lau gong he say u go also lei..u wanna come??come la..ok...fri - best fren, sat - working..think tat all le..ok la..i stop here le..is getting longer n longer le...take care everyone...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

wa....wat happened to me....here n there keep pain...this fews days is stomach giv me problem..yesterday my leg giv me problem...today is my head...wa....so totally today my stomach, head n leg very pain ar...especially my head...super pain lor..like going to bust like tat sia...pain until cannot take it de lei..i keep hitting my head sia...no wonder now i so stupid..cos every time my head pain den i hit my head..lol...kns lei...den my leg also donno y sia...yesterday like suddenly cramp like tat..den i thought today will be ok..but no lor..today still pain lor..haiz...hope all this pain will gone...don following me..i don like u all...go away..shoo...lol...

this fews days keep thinking of someone n also keep dreaming of him...haiz...but there is a sentence from a show say..."try not to always think of the same thing n the past...try to relax"this is wat i need to learn n do now...hehe...wa...i emo again...STOP!!!!!

ok la..stop here le..need to sleep early le...not feeling very well le...n tml wan to meet my dearest lau gong..so must rest....bye~~

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

7 more days to end attachment

gd morning!!!yesterday went out wif best fren n reach home at 12am like this so nv post...yesterday went to parklane to play pool...wa...i only around 2 week nv play den very lan le lei...hey..u all train while i nv play izzit...y all became so li hai..lol..win me lei...kns...but is fun la..den went for dinner..but i nv eat...den chit chat a while den go home....donno y...i feel u all like treat me like stranger lei...hey..only 2 week nv see me den donno me le ar..lol..i tell them tat den they say i think too much...izzit i think too much??lol..don care...next week must meet u all again..otherwise later u all forget me liao..lol...

oh..there is sth i wan to say to my fren...a very very SORRY to u all...
sorry..this sat i cannot meet u all le..i have to help my mum work..she ask me to help her...hmm...can change to sun???if not den i have to meet u all next time le...sorry lei...i tell my mum i already tell u all tat we going out le..but she still wan me to work...ask me don go out..so bo pain...sorry guys...

n also another group of fren..i am sorry also...cos on the 23th june i cannot meet u all le..i need to work...at the neoprint shop...but tat one i start work at 5pm..if u all don mind i can meet u all first den i go work..u all ok ma...cos cant ask u all change to sun also ma..tat is yilin de birthday lei..sorry lei..yilin...very very sorry...i wan to meet u all but i cannot don work..cos they need ppl...sorry sorry...hope u all gt read my blog...

haiz...y so many thing clush...sorry lei..very very sorry....after attahment i still have to work..haiz..no rest..tired ar....ok la..i think tat all le ba....will update again tonite if i have thing to tell u guys....take care...bye

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

9 more days to end attachment...

going to end attachment le..so happy...

today nv go out wif lau gong cos there is sth happened so nv go lor..i don wan to say la....n lau gong..don say i today actually go out is for wat de...tat is a secret..cannot say de...shhh......ok..

tml going out wif best fren...to play pool...yeah...long time nv meet them n play pool le..lol..wa...i gt a lot movie wan to watch lei..who wan to jio me go watch together..lol...den sat i think will be sec sch fren outing again ba..actually is going nite life wif anna sis de..but angelia dear don wan..den i also don feel like going..so we change le lor...anna sis n angelia dear...confirm wif me sat izzit sec sch fren outing lei..cos i need to confirm wif vision they all lei...otherwise they wan to say i last min again le..ok..don forget ar...

oh...today actually angelia dear ask me out but i not free ma..after tat nv go out wif lau gong le but i nv tell angelia dear...sorry lei..my dear...cos my stomach is giving me problem again..but i don wan to go out..so i went home...sorry ar...

hmm..think tat all le ba..every time ask u all to take care...now i need to say to myself le..lol..cos no wont say to me lei...opps..lol....anyway take care every one...hehe...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

oh...gt ppl complain say y i nv post le wor...so miss me ar..lol..jk jk...

this few days nv go out ma..den not feeling well ma..so nv post..sorry ar...

my rest week over le..next week i will be going out le..so all my fren out there...can call me n ask me out le wor...this 1 week no call no sms lei..so quiet sia..all noe i rest ar..lol..but i still not feeling very gd lei...stomach n head keep giving me problem sia..haiz...

anyway monday meet lau gong n michelle...den tues meeting my best fren..miss they all lei...2 week plus nv see them..lots of thing to say sia...sat meeting angelia dear n anna sis..other days if no one ask me out den i have to pei my mummy le..hehe...

yeah!!!!attachment going to finish le..22th june jiu finish le...den can rest le..opps...cannot ar...still need to work..haiz...bo pain la...need money..lol..

ok la..tat all le...will post if there is anything to tell u all ok..take care every one..a lot of ppl sick le..take care ar...

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

sorry to those ppl who talk to me in msn yesterday n i nv reply....very sorry...i set away n i went to meet lau gong to chit chat a while..den come back i nv use com jiu go sleep le...sorry sorry....super sorry....this few days i like MIA like tat sia....lol..sorry ar....not purposely de ar...

yesterday nite after my dinner i jiu go find my lau gong n her boy boy..cos they wan to chit chat wif me...lol..den they pei me go my house here de shop n save to buy my breakfast for next day..hehe...den jiu go my house there de bus stop chit chat lor..until 12am plus like tat den jiu go home le....

this few days...donno wat happened to me...every day also feel very tired...keep feel like sleeping...donno y sia..jus now when i working i touch myself i was hot de sia...am i having fever???

hmmm....sry to all my fren..this week i having my resting week...so i meet u all next week ok...sry lei...especially my best fren..cos 2 week nv meet them le...miss u all so much...

oh ya..my dear lau gong go striangten her hair le..I ALSO WAN...lau gong help me ar...u promise me de ar...hehe...hey u say u wan to colour ur hair..i do straighten le can i colour also..hehe...i wan colour also lei..but i think my hair will spoilt lei...hehe..

don fee like going to work le sia...very tired...n every time me alone have to go office de...they my fren all go other place..sian lei..throw me alone there...so lonely...I DON WAN...I DON LIKE...

I DON LIKE TO BE ALONE...I HATE TAT FEELING...HAIZ... :(


my lau gong...straight hair..


[thinking of him]
-yayi-

wa...very xin ku ar...my stomach is killing me this fews days...super pain lor..den keep going toilet...after eating jiu go toilet le...wat happened??not woman problem lei...jus pain lei...haiz...don like the feeling...n this 2 days i sleep early le...but i super tired...keep feel like sleeping...now only 10 plus i feel like sleeping le lei...super not feeling well...haiz....

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

wa...today like pig like this...wake up at 2pm den 6pm like this go sleep again..tired sia..donno y lei...

show u the pic...my dear angelia send me le..






















think tat all le ba...

wait for my next post ba...take care..

[thinking of him]
-yayi-

wa...like long time nv post le hoh...lol..actually no la..only 1 days nia..lol..maybe cos too many thing happened den i nv post..make me feel like a lot of days nv post like tat..hehe...

last 2 days go out..fri after work..actually don wan to go out le..but i promise vision le...when i tell him i don feel like going...he like sound so angry sia...so i hai shi go le...we go sentosa wif his sis to watch a min concert...the "wo bao" birthday...the newspaper..free de...i donno whether u all noe a not..nvm la..jus noe is a concert can le..lol...there change a lot lei...very nice now lor..den is take train there de..not take bus there le..lol..the train like LRT like tat de lor..but 1 trip $3 sia..lol..den i feel like i am mountain turtle like tat...in the train keep wa...very nice lei..lol...but my fren also la..lol..at the concert saw "蘇打綠" lei..i think u all donno who r they ba..but u all noe the song 小情歌 rite??they sing de lor..wa..the guy voice..very nice lei...but he look a bit like gal la...like ah gua like tat...but he sing de song is nice de lor..hehe..

den sat go out wif all my sec sch fren...wat a big group of ppl lor..totally 9 ppl lei..lol..is a gathering also to celebarte anna birthday..cos he 4th birthday but 4th is a monday ma..so we celebrate early..so first anna n i went to chinatown find my dear angelia cos she work there..den jus nice 蘇打綠 is having autograph session there..so we jiu stay there n watch lor...cos vision also wan to see ma..but disappoint me lei...not tat gd as fri....donno y lei...after tat we jus go town..we took bus to somerset..den walk walk a while..den went to take neoprint...but not everybody take....den we went to buy a cake for anna..cos we nv buy any present for her ma..den so pei sei so at least buy a cake..den after tat we jiu go marine south eat steamboat..den we also treat her steamboat..hehe...eat until super full lei....eat so much lor..lol...when we finish eating already 10pm le...so actually wan to go chit chat at near by..but they went to arcarde play game until no time to go le..so bo pain we jiu take train back to tampines den chit chat lor..we went to the mac near tampines interchange de n chit chat..only left vision,yong jie,ei dun,anna n me...actually gt my dear angelia de..but she stay a while only...cos she haven go home le..her mum don let her stay...wa..i thought we will have nth to talk lei..cos wif they all i nv jus sit down n chit chat b4 de lei..but we have thing to say sia...n some more the ei dun make anna n me laugh until donno wat sia..lol..den around 1 plus my mum say wan to come fatch me..so every body jus say ok..den all go home le lor..lol..is fun man..thanks ar...n also wan to wish my sis a early Happy Bithday..hehe....

hmm...wan to show u all some pic tat i took..but the neoprint we took...show u all next time..cos my dear angelia haven send me..den i lazy to scan..hehe...






this is the pic tat i wan to show u all when my last post..hehe...michelle birthday ma..hehe..her face like look bigger den the cake hoh...lol..so cute sia..










this is the train tat we need to take..so tat we can go sentosa..










our food...wa...a lot sia..this is only first round..hehe...










this is 蘇打綠..but i think too far le la...u all cannot see de..cos i use my hp to take de..some more i stand n sec floor to see..hehe..










anna aka sis!!!!











hmm..there will be more pic to show u all when my dear angelia send me...oh ya...next week..i wan to rest at home..so i wont be going out..after work i will go home straight...so no booking for next week....very tired le..need to rest at home..n i no money le..wan to wait till my pay to come le...so next week...maybe wont blog cos nth to post....sry ar...take care everyone..

[thinking of him]
-yayi-