Tuesday.

2 days to long weekend.. Yeah yeah.

i am here to complain. OMG.
Yesterday i lost my ez-link card. but i don't blame anyone. i blame myself.
ok. the story goes like this. Yesterday i went to amk to meet bf after i end work. and i need to withdraw money as well as top card my ez-link card. so i went to the POSB atm machine. bf help me top up and withdraw i stand beside him. and when he top up he press on receipt. so i was looking at the receipt and everything done we just walk off like that without knowing that i forget to take my ez-link card. then we went to have our dinner and walk around until when the time i need to go home den i realize that i lost my ez-link card.

and all my memory just flash back in my mind telling me where i left my ez-link and how i lost it. i am so sad and angry. i am not angry to anyone. i angry about myself. Why am i so stupid? How can i forget to take? Why am i so careless? and also they next person who wan to use the machine saw the ez-link card also never return it to me or tell me. FUCK.

i know you all will ask me if i am the one behind i will also do the same. but no. if the person is just infront of me i will return to the person but if the person has walk far le i also cannot do anything.

argh!!! just sooo angry. STUPID ME STUPID ME.

never mind. Over already. i angry and scold myself also no use. i still need to spent money to buy another card and also do all the necessary things.



but still thanks dear for being there for me. and when i am angry he console me and also pei me to walk back to the ATM machine to look for it.
thanks dear.
I love you.
mmmuackz.

Working. 

Monday.. a start of the week again. i am so sick of coming to office to work. but lucky this week only need to work 4 days as Friday is a public holiday. Good Friday.
I am going to enjoy this long weekend. And also have a good rest.

Anyway i am here to intro to you guys something.
Do u need a photographer? Need someone to take nice photo for you for your blogshop? or any event that you need photographer. Can just contact me.
Of course i am not the photographer i am not up to that standard yet. but my boyfren (Zee) is.
Feel free to contact me and i will make arrangement for you. I am his assistant cum admin. LOL.
Here is the link. You and click and have a look what he have done. There is still more coming in. please stay tune to it.
Frens out there if u see my blog please help me pass this to your fren also. Thanks.

http://recreatetheworld.blogspot.com/





ok. i will stop here.
Remember. when u need photographer please THINK OF ME. =]

Boring Saturday.

i stay at home for the whole day. doing all the picture editing. i know i have not been blogging picture.
Here are the picture. but i never state date cos simply too long ago already. haha.




























there is still more to go.. but tat picture i need my photogragher lau gong to edit. haha

i edited those pic with white border and i realise tat my blog background is white. OMG. haha..


I am missing my lau gong sooo much.
but i am lazy to go out and pick him up.
jus feel sooo tired..

Useless ME!!!!

Suddenly feel i am so useless after what boyfriend have tell me. But i think he is right. 

I feel i don't know why am i still living. I am so stupid. I don't anything, my English is so lousy, I don't know how to speak proper English,  I don't know how to handle people how to communicate with people nicely, i don't this and that. haiz. 

I always ask people how to spell this and that how to do this and that. haiz. 

People say i have a malay boyfriend my English will be better because i need to talk to him in English everyday but i don't think so because i am STUPID.

I HATE MYSELF!!!

I don't know am i still living here. HAIZ. 

Falling asleep!!

OMG! I am fall asleep. I have nothing to do now. 

Yesterday Jess was talking to me about my job. Need to do this and that. And also say she can see i don't feel like working this few days and i smile. haha. And she say even though i don't like to work or don't feel like working also have to put 100% of her heart when i am working. I know about this but some time i just can't put 100% in it. 

Today i try to do all my things nicely. And i complete in the morning after lunch when i come back i totally have nothing to do. I keep thinking and thinking what else i need to do but my mind just cant come out anything.

I think my blog is bored because there is only words and no picture just like my dear old post. All text and no picture. I think next time when i read back my this post i will fall asleep when i read it. wahaha. 

okay i will stop here. 

5pm!! (02-Mar-2010)

I am here again. Just read through my dear pass post in his blog. Don't know why when i am read i feel funny and keep laughing although some is writing about his ex-girlfriend. Feel like a small boy to me. And is so funny. The way he type sound that he is so shy. hahahaha. 

Anyway dear. please update your blog with picture. Do you know mostly all the post that i read only words and no picture. is so boring. =] 

And also i read when we just meet and you already calling me Lau Po, and will say someone is miss you. hahaha. Waking you Lau po up at what time, L.A.U P.O typing in cap this way to let me know that you address me as Lau po etc etc. Felt so sweet. =] 

But i wan those love poem that you will say to me last time. Those that you just say out from your heart and not copy from others. 

I love those time. Without any stress and those relax days. although sometime you will have some family problem but we are relaxing and happy. 

Unlike now, we are so stress about whether we have month every month and where to go or eat. What we going to do next. Your mum keep nagging at you for everything you have done. And i am stress about  my work. Don't like my work. Some time we will quarrel just because we have a bad mood that day and wanted to find someone to throw it out. You will throw to me and i will throw to you etc etc. 

But we still love each other deeply. 

I love you LAU GONG. i am happy and thankful that i know you and found you. I am happy that i accept you when you ask me to be your girlfriend and make it official. Thanks for everything that we have been through for this year. We are going to be together for 2 years and i never to be regret to be with you. I am sorry if i did say something real bad to you. Thanks for loving me this much. I know maybe my love for you not as much as you love me but i still love you. =]

Happily deeper in love with ZEE. 

He is mine. And i will give him my love till end of my life. =]

Don't Feel Like Working!

I am on urgent leave yesterday that why i never blog. I wan to blog about sat when we went out to celebrate Fe Wen's 23th birthday. But all the picture is at home and also i haven edit it. 

Today when i reach office and open my mail. OMG.. all the mail just come in like nobody business. I am really not in working mood at all. I also don't know what is wrong with me, but i just totally don feel like working at all. and i don't feel like talking to anyone or even smile to anyone. 

Please can someone please brighten up my day for me.. Make me smile from heart. Make me don't feel so sian can? 

update again. 

bye