Wonderful Weekend with the person i love. =]

Boyfren planned to go sentosa.

So there we go. We have our breakfast there and head down to sentosa. There is lots if people at the train station towards sentosa. I wan dam shock cos it was 12pm. So early and there is so many people or maybe is me who too long never go there. haha. And the people there is mostly indians. Don't know what day is that. haha.

Bought our ticket and here we come Sentosa. Pass by Resort world, it was my first time seeing resort world. And it was so nice but like not a lot of rides is open. So my plan for going in will be push back. haha.

Reach there we faster find the way to the palce that boyfren plan to bring me go. We went to play the Luge and Skyride. It is played together. So quene and bought the ticket. Quene for our turn and finally we are on the 'Car' and off we go.. Haha.

After that we went to watch our 4D show. It was nice but it soo short. It stated 15 mins but i feel is shorter then that.

It was expensive to play and enjoy there. But i really did enjoy and all those tat i played was my very first time. Thanks baobei for bringing me there. haha.

Now i will let the picture do all the talking.

Note: all this picture was editing by me as my designer was not free today. LOL.

Thanks baobei for all this.

I hope we don't quarrel cos of someone. Not worth at all.

I hope you will understand. I understand  how you feel but maybe the words and tone i use is wrong again.

I am sorry.

Kite Flying at Marine Barrage on 13 June 2010.

Sorry for late posting. Now i have a photography and also a designer. LOL. That is my boyfren. So i need to wait for him to edit and send to me then i can blog.
And that take weeks as we online at the different timing. LOL.

OMG, was first time at Marrine Barrage to fly kite. It was so easy to make the kite fly up man. And i can say our kite and also the string is strong enough to survive through to the strong wind. LOL.
Boyfren was trying soo hard just to pull back our kite form the strong wind.
It was super fun. When will be the next time bby? haha.

I will let the picture do the talking.
Oh ya. We went there with boyfren sister, brother and also cousin.

Wait for my next post at Sentosa. Went with boyfren today. Having so fun there and i am so death tired till i KO when i was in the bus on the way back home. LOL.

Hope i got time to edit tml and blog. If not will have to wait for my designer to edit for me. Correct bby? hahaha

Thanks bby for all the things that you have done for me.

I love you. Mmuackz.

USELESS!


This is the only word i can think of to describe myself. Haiz.
It was a bad day for me. Today i took 1 day leave just to attend an interview as well as a 1 day trial at Little Skool House. I love the area and the school but not what i am doing. I am assigned to take care of infant and i realise that i can't take care for them. They cry 1 by 1. You coax 1 and another 1 start to cry. I am new there so when i wanted to play with them they starting cry cos they don't know who am i. They are not familiar with me.

i learn how to feed 1 of the child cos she is the only 1 who let me feed. Other child when i just sit infront of them to prepare to feed they starting crying already.

All this well i keep telling all my friend that i love kids that why i took up this course. But in the end the love and to take care of them is different. I told the principal that i would like to take care toddler or older children but not infant. That's when is end of the day she interveiw me by starting to ask me how was my day today. And i told her i am tired. She say she understand. So from here i start to tell her i think i will prefer taking care of todder and above. And she told me that i can't go far cos i don't have 'O's. But i told her i am current taking Fundamental cert in Early childhood then continue taking infant & toddler cert followed by diploma. She say, no you can't, the max you can go is infant and toddler already. They will still need 5 'O's no matter what and also at least a B3 in english. Then i was like OMG.
I was told by my classmate about this but i don't believe cos the person that do all my enrol for the school told me i can slowly go up to diploma. But now everyone say cannot.

The main reason is i think i choose the wrong path for myself. Haiz. I don't really like to handle kids. I love them but to take care of them i think i will be dying very fast. And the worst parts is i can only take care of infant.
I hate myself. Seriously Hate.
I cry when i meet my bf today after i end work from the childcare. I just bust out with tears. I am soooo tired. I don't know how to descirbe the tired i have at that moments.
It is more tired then i work in my current office job. Is like 90% more tired then i work in office.
Is not easy. As all my friends told me. Is not easy. Now i understand how hard is that hard.

I guess i will have to stay in this company. Fellow colleague you will be disturb by me Jasleen for sometime again. haha.
After working at the childcare centre for 1 days i think i fall in love with my current office job althoug there is a bitch in the company. Cos i think at least i am familiar with all the things and people there, know how to handle them.
I still want to thanks the childcare centre to give me this experience. It's a great experience and also a expensive one. haha.

Now what i need to face it all the eyes and the comment from friends and family. I really hope everyone can support me. Haiz. I am soo worry now. Wonder what comment will i get from you guys. haiz.

Irritated

Feel so irritated from this morning once i reach office and saw bosses. AK keep calling me non-stop. Asking me this and that.
The worst things is yesterday AK ask me are we using gmail to chat? Before i can ans him he tell me who is those person that he know is using. So i have no choice to admit it. And he say he want to block it.
OMG! They already block facebook, msn, youtube. Now they want to do the skpe only can send file but cant chat. I use that to communicate to supplier only they also want to do that. I seriously don't know why my bosses want to do that. they say is cos they want to bring up the server. Don bullshit. Just a server need to block so many thing? And do so long already is the server up nicely? Perfectly? NO NO NO. There is still so many problem and they wan to block everything.
I know we should not use facebook or msn at all when working. But please don't we need to let out our stress? i mean we can surf a while. After that get back to work. Will make us more refresh. But somehow they just don't understand. They just want us to work work work. Keep working non-stop like the BITCH.

I will LEAVE this SUX company. I plan to tender end of this month and leave end of next month. I have start looking for job at childcare centre. Hope there will be centre that will take me when i am still having lesson now. My classmate can find i hope i also can.
I can feel i really don't like this company already. Cos every morning i will drag myself up to work. When i reach office i don't feel like doing anything. I am always looking forward to lunch and end work cos that is the time tat i can leave the office for a while. Haiz.
This type of me i really wonder why i can stay here for nearly a year. haiz.

The Flea is postpone. I don't know due to what reason. But i feel disappointed. I plan to make some money from there So that it can at least help me for this month. I need to buy computer take for this month. And many other things that need money.
I feel i have not watch movie with him for a super long time.
It seem to be the money they don't allow us to do it. haiz.

MONEY MONEY MONEY. Everything need money. haiz.