Leaving again. 

Receive another news from 1 of my colleague (Priscilla) that she have tender and her last day in office will be 27-Aug-2010.
It is sad to hear that. Our group is getting smaller already and she is leaving soon.
This group of colleague is the best colleague that i have met so far. We are just like frens. We go out together, joke around. But when come to work everyone will be serious and finish it.
I have never have colleagues that is like frens. But happy time always pass faster. 1 by 1 is leaving.
First is Jess, she leave on 31-May-2010
Second is Andrew Toh, he leave on 11-Jun-2010
Third is Daphne, she leave on 9-Jul-2010
Fourth is Paul, he leave on 6-Aug-2010
and last is Pris, she is leaving on 27-Aug-2010
I use to have so many colleague but now only left Tommy and me, plus a more new gal call Dehniela. She is so funny, when she know Pris is leaving she keep asking me not to leave. Ask me to wait for her to work here until 1 year when she is here not 3 month yet. haha.
Use to have 7 people in our group now all gone. haiz.

Think frens other there tat have follow me in twitter will see me keep complaining about i am sian when i am at work ba. haha.
Really feel so bored. Feel the whole office is so death. There is not much people in office as all left and bosses have not hire anyone in yet.

Feel so funny. I am the first to join this company in our group. ( don include Jess as she join 1 year ago when i join) And i am the only 1 keep complaining that how much i hate about this company because of the BITCH but i am still working here. hahaha. Wonder how long more can i stay here as i feel i have lost the motivation to work here anymore. haha. Let see how things go in the future ba.



Wish me all the best.


uoyssim.

Lost.

I am unhappy. Seriously unhappy. Be it is work or relationship. Just sux. I handle both of it wrong.
I have never been so unhappy before in my life.
I don't know who can i talk to, i don't how to say, i don't know how to explain how i feel.
All can i feel is... i want to cry. My tears just keep coming out from my eye.

Tell me what can i do now? What should i do now?




I am lost. Totally lost.
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Will i be the Happy me again? Where is the happy me now? i cant find you. =[

Broken Heart.  =[


Is this what i want? The decision that i have made, make me lost him forever. Is this really what i want? This is the question that i keep asking myself.

But yet to have a answer. He use to be the one i want for all. But why thing will trun out to be like this.
We are hurt. We both are hurt deep.

All i ask for now is time. All i need now is time. Please give me all the time i need.

i don't know what to say. My mind is blank. haiz.

sob sob sob...